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Have you considered the title of your book might be "Lithium Wasp" or something to that effect? I too am always interested in the crossover between our personal lives and ecology, science, objective reality. Sometimes I think nature is shouting metaphors at us, and we need to pay attention to get them down.

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That's a good suggestion! I am happy to know I'm not alone in seeing the world as metaphors.

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Your voice delights me and inspires me to look closer at alllllll the details around me. I’m so glad we’ve met here.

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Thank you! What a lovely comment. I am pretty sure you already notice everything meaningful!

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I love your ramblings. Perhaps selfishly, for sure selfishly, I take them for inspiration about ways to make my lazy self sit down and write. I also like the Russian porn star name--yes. When you wrote that your two docs disagree about medications, it gave me pause. My ex was a psychologist and he believed (fervently) that psychiatrists lacked training in psychology and used medication instead of therapy (but then he wasn't a therapist either, so....). At this point, I suggest you give your medical doctor's advice very serious consideration--. I hope Spring does her magic for you--she'll be awake soon enough (that's what I see the wasps as doing--searching for her). La Primavera --

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Thank you, Laura! I'm so happy to inspire your own ongoing practice! - No worries about my docs, really. (Thank you for being concerned!) My psychiatrist (a medical doctor) also functions as my psychologist. The catch is, I've her, several different oncologists, and a GP, all working with niche meds in their areas of specialisation. Contraindications aren't always apparent (or researched for that matter). All of the people treating me are being very conscientious, but a lot relies on me keeping tabs on my own symptoms. I feel lucky. I've chatted with a woman with metastatic bc whose bipolar disorder wasn't addressed at all during her initial treatments. And she has a more severe form than I do. Counting my blessings these days for a lot of reasons. - And you're right, one of them is spring!

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I love Point 5 (but then I'm me and would). I think you were meant to do this wasp project. You keep finding so many new things.

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This morning I talked to the shrink, and yes, so ready now to go forward with this project. I read another article about the decreasing numbers of insects in the world and the question you hear ad nauseam: what are wasps good for? Suddenly the project takes a huge step from my little life. Next area of research is eugenics in the US.

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Eugenics. Gulp. That's a whole can of worms (not wasps) there. I really ought to find myself a new geographically close shrink, but caught in ever-decreasing circles (work vs creation vs family) as always.

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I know what you mean about the worms - or wasps' nest ;) . I am going to stick to a single hospital in a single state in the USA. Very tight on "white trash" attitudes there. (I've heard good things about the BetterHelp).

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I really like your triple win idea to encourage paid subscriptions. And as usual, I enjoy living vicariously through your wasp obsession.

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I am pretty sure that your method to redistribute the benefits of paid subscriptions MUST have been in the back of my head, and why I saw the idea when she pushed me toward it.

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